last night my aunt told me between writing articles for a website and always taking pictures of completely non-photogenic things.. i'm turning into my mom. she does something really cool with her pictures. she takes AT LEAST twenty a day and puts them on her flikr. and theyre all good. and she has less free time than i do. if i didnt spend 99% of my free time on facebook id be able to do that too plus a bunch of other productive things. you dont understand how much healthier that would make me feel. so in honor of becoming my mom, this is going to be my new facebook. photoblog time!
except this really isnt going to end up happening. but we can pretend.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
mental undergrad
hey. i realized something today. i just really want everyone to know it. ok.
after tg elections today i had quite an epiphany. it reminded me of the first tg epiphany i had back in freshman year. i was filling out my first who's who sheet and for some reason found myself at a loss for words. some new, weird feeling filled up inside me and i thought to myself, "shit. i'm obsessed with these people. that's embarrassing." a month or so later i had my first tradition experience. when i saw everyone crying like they just watched their mother get gunned in the throat, i felt very relieved to know i didnt have to be ashamed of that little obsession and that i wasnt the only freak that felt it.
five years later (five years? thats distgusting) im at "college" and hate every second of it because i should be away like 90% of all my friends but i was too lazy and in denial to do essays or take the sats as much as i should have. i guess thats why i stuck around at rehearsal and whatnot so much. because i missed actually liking being home like i did the last four years and was depserate to get that comfort zone back.
what im trying to say is... i know i show up to more tg events than some actual guildies do. i know i shouldnt pay for the $20 shortage at fridays after opening night. i know i need to mentally graduate. but after being just as excited for this tg board as i was for last years when i was actually in it, i realized that even though im not in theatre guild anymore, its still what keeps me sane.
and i know it makes me sound like an obsessive freak, but youll always be my comfort zone<3
after tg elections today i had quite an epiphany. it reminded me of the first tg epiphany i had back in freshman year. i was filling out my first who's who sheet and for some reason found myself at a loss for words. some new, weird feeling filled up inside me and i thought to myself, "shit. i'm obsessed with these people. that's embarrassing." a month or so later i had my first tradition experience. when i saw everyone crying like they just watched their mother get gunned in the throat, i felt very relieved to know i didnt have to be ashamed of that little obsession and that i wasnt the only freak that felt it.
five years later (five years? thats distgusting) im at "college" and hate every second of it because i should be away like 90% of all my friends but i was too lazy and in denial to do essays or take the sats as much as i should have. i guess thats why i stuck around at rehearsal and whatnot so much. because i missed actually liking being home like i did the last four years and was depserate to get that comfort zone back.
what im trying to say is... i know i show up to more tg events than some actual guildies do. i know i shouldnt pay for the $20 shortage at fridays after opening night. i know i need to mentally graduate. but after being just as excited for this tg board as i was for last years when i was actually in it, i realized that even though im not in theatre guild anymore, its still what keeps me sane.
and i know it makes me sound like an obsessive freak, but youll always be my comfort zone<3
Sunday, April 26, 2009
night drives
it feels like the farther away from home i get, the more in tune my brain is. california is looking pretty good right about now.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
for the record
i have too many morals for "mission accomplished" to feel as good as it should. too many morals and too many feelings im not even going to bother trying to tame.
but its all good.
but its all good.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
clowd list
upon reading for a ridiculous amount of the day away, i came across some lovely quotes. my favorite...
when youre young, youre immortal. too young to be aware that youd eventually have to kick the bucket. too young to worry about it.
im not saying im old but seeing as its my last year of being a teenager im forced to believe im running on the edge of young and not young. so i decided to make a "bucket list." but bucket is my least favorite word. it actually creeps me the fuck out. my favorite word would be cloud, so i am going to call it a cloud list. it doesnt make sense, so i made it make sense via confucius quote and photoshop.
1) make sense of something that dont make sense.
check.
when youre young, youre immortal. too young to be aware that youd eventually have to kick the bucket. too young to worry about it.
im not saying im old but seeing as its my last year of being a teenager im forced to believe im running on the edge of young and not young. so i decided to make a "bucket list." but bucket is my least favorite word. it actually creeps me the fuck out. my favorite word would be cloud, so i am going to call it a cloud list. it doesnt make sense, so i made it make sense via confucius quote and photoshop.
1) make sense of something that dont make sense.
check.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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