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i think this is what hate feels like.

go

http://5thwh3el.blogspot.com/

interesting

that was oddly the most bearable winter of my entire life.

summer soul

life is good when the sun is still out at 7pm.

promise

if you don't care, i'll make you.

war

i've got more lessons where that came from.

rant

i realized the only reason im ever really tempted to go on facebook other than stalking people is to update my status, so this could actually help me not want to go on anymore. maybe narrowing it down to one status a day could help me not want to even update my status at all after easter. because honestly, how am i going to benefit from letting the world know "Natalie Sparachh is brushing her teeth then putting on some eyeliner than rushing off to sell bras on four hours of sleep then failing a test then sitting at home wishing she had a smoothie then finding out she failed another test then going home wishing she had a smoothie then probably repeating the process tomorrow." im not. i stopped going on aim because i was obsessive over the precision of my away messages and saw that 99% of my buddy list was too. i dont want the whole world and their mothers to know what im doing every second of the day. i like putting people through mystery and receiving text that say "hey nat what are you up to?" because they werent able to stalk the shit out of me. i like the fact that people cant stalk the shit out of me, and i like the fact that only my close friends know whats going on in my life because they care enough to find out the less virtual way. it feels good to be separated from the part of our society thats so dependent on technology. like having blackberries so facebook or aim, your connection to the world, is one click away. beer pong and bubble wrap are even one click away if you have an iphone. fuck that.

in other words, i like my new blog idea.

or

Natalie likes her new blog idea.

fail.

hi.

ive been doing awesome at blogging right? ok srsly time to do this. ive had so many urges to update my status throughout the day and couldnt because i gave facebook up for lent so i think im just going to do that here every day. one sentence a day cant be too hard to keep up with.

one setence...

natalie feels like her chest is being twisted insideout.

yeahhh i think that covers today.